Showing posts with label Count. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Count. Show all posts

6.2.13

My Three Musketeers?

I'm startled. With myself!
Alright, so far, Pilgrim is history and I'm moving on to a whole new chapter as a university student. All and all, my uni offers better boyfriend prospects and I quickly find myself smitten to a senior.
He's studying accounting, so let's call him Count.
I first met Count when I join the club he (happens to) direct as my extracurricular activity. Honestly, to my eyes, he's flawless. I try to keep him that way ... explains a lot about my not pursuing him so hard. I'm doing the courtly love at this point.
Back to topic. I just LOVE the fact that he's so gentlemanly, we had a long talk once because he's waiting on me and a friend (note: he waits on us) and he's pretty attentive! He also explains things really well, and not to mention: he's kinda cute.
Now that's a huge plus.
Downside? I don't think he remembers my name. He's more of a face guy. He remembers my face, and what a serendipity, we once met in an elevator and IT LIFTED MY MOOD SO since he remembers me:) Another downside is he shares Pilgrim's faith ... I'm still a little off on that but this guy's awesome.
At least, the idea of him is awesome. Some little birds told me that he's sorta arrogant but it doesn't really come through me so whatevs.

But what startles me isn't that whole falling for a senior thing, yet the fact that ... I also have crushes on at least 2 other guys! One is a teammate of mine during orientation, so let's call him Teammate, and another is Classmate. These two mates shares the same last name, by chance.

I had an instant attraction to Teammate, while Classmate took awhile because he's, mmm, not so tall? Well, Teammate is a great guy, also gentlemanly, pretty serious about his work, humorous, and we message each other quite a lot up until now. We also have a running gag about calling each other over when we happen to meet, which is kinda rare because we are not classmates.
Classmate is great because he's like ... the XY-chromosomed version of me, but more active. Seriously, he really gets my humor! He basically chuckles everytime I deadpan.

So what's with this new me? Why am I being polyamorous? I like the new adventurous me, but doesn't this set me further apart from the happy ending I always want? I just hope my feelings can clear up pretty soon.

Bewildered, Edge.